Monday, February 6, 2017
Friday, February 3, 2017
The Process of Breathing
...
dot. dot. dot.
I am ... supposed to tell you I'm fine.
I'm great.
I'm a survivor. I'm a fighter.
... Folks - real - I'm not always okay. I am filled with the resonance of doubt and a history that would boggle most. I require myself to keep going.
To keep breathing and to not give up.
Simone - (psst)... you cannot give up. You will strive for more. Some days - or weeks - or months - or years - are less than favorable.
More so - I realize I live in a world lately that I can't be me... 100% Simone - and that is less than favorable... because, really, I'm quirky... I'm ... a combination of trying hard and giving hard....
I'm tired.
This is not a work thing - because I have the faith of mountains of each person who crosses my path...
Dude... seriously.... with this faith... you should fly....
This is a combination of many paths... including my own.
But sometimes the closest edge is burned.
Sometimes the supernova is found to be burned out.
Sometimes.... you're simply yourself. You're a Simone. You're faulted. You're favored. You're fucked. ( yes, I just typed that...)
The best points of my life are the aspects where I participated ... I must figure out the path that brings me back to me and this.
Breathe.
dot. dot. dot.
I am ... supposed to tell you I'm fine.
I'm great.
I'm a survivor. I'm a fighter.
... Folks - real - I'm not always okay. I am filled with the resonance of doubt and a history that would boggle most. I require myself to keep going.
To keep breathing and to not give up.
Simone - (psst)... you cannot give up. You will strive for more. Some days - or weeks - or months - or years - are less than favorable.
More so - I realize I live in a world lately that I can't be me... 100% Simone - and that is less than favorable... because, really, I'm quirky... I'm ... a combination of trying hard and giving hard....
I'm tired.
This is not a work thing - because I have the faith of mountains of each person who crosses my path...
Dude... seriously.... with this faith... you should fly....
This is a combination of many paths... including my own.
But sometimes the closest edge is burned.
Sometimes the supernova is found to be burned out.
Sometimes.... you're simply yourself. You're a Simone. You're faulted. You're favored. You're fucked. ( yes, I just typed that...)
The best points of my life are the aspects where I participated ... I must figure out the path that brings me back to me and this.
Breathe.
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